Assalamualaikum and hi.
A big alhamdulillah, praised to Allah because Im still alive right now. Alhamdulillah I can still breathe. Pheww..
Alhamdulillah again. I had completed my Khidmat Negara. Two months taught me many things. My two months life in Kem PLKN Warisan, Masjid Tanah, Melaka is full of sad and happy moments. Thanks for my coaches, my lovely Charlie Company, my daring BP4 dormates and my bestfriends Tiga Bersaudara. Dont say Im sombong cause I actually miss you guys so much.
PLKN taught me how to survive by myself. Arrange myself which work have to settle first. When to do the laudry. I learnt about life and friendship. This stuffs I never get even i schooled for 5years. I learnt about being a good leader. And be nice to everyone. Even you dislike them. Kindly remember, not everyone likes you. So dont have the feeling of perasan bagus and perasan terlebih santan. You have to do stuffs on your own feet and depends on people you trust. No. Actually trust everyone. Teamwork. It is depends on what stuffs you're doing. You couldnt share your private stories to public. And I learnt that we shouldnt and never tell bad about people. You have to advice them first. If things getting worse, then you tell the teachers. Dont forget about justice. No matter the person fault is your own friend or your enemy. Bear in mind. And be tough. Life must go on. Two months without phone is not the end of your life. Dont dont ever do such the reckless things!!
I also learnt that distance make the love stronger. For the first time in forever I miss my parents, my siblings my family so damn much. I miss my home. I miss my-neighbour's-chicken. I miss the grocery nearby my house. I miss the surau we always go every Sunday. I miss Xemra like hell. And I miss Daus so damn much. For the first time in forever I miss Daus so much much my heart hurt damn much. For the first time I felt so desperate. I couldnt communicate with my family my friends and him. Once a week only, until we were given our phones back. I just hunting and watching for the moon. Hoping that Daus would do the same though. Sobsob.
Alhamdulillah. Right now. I feel more alive. LOL. My love towards my family is more and more. And I can feel theirs toward me is getting increase too. I know like hell they miss me too. Cause this was the first time we separated. I can see it in my parents' eyes. :) even mama and abah dont mention it. No. They will never mention it I know that well. p/s: My brother seems crazy for not arguing with me since Im not at home haha.
For Daus, I can feel it. The feeling is getting stronger. Distance taught me to trust more and be loyal. I hope we stay longer and insya allah until marry and live a happy ever after life till jannah!! Hehe. I am looking towards our plans. May Allah ease everything. ^_^
Mata ne. Oyasumi!!
