A F-R-I-E-N-D

Konbanwa!!

Hello dear readers!! So tonight my nose is stuck and my throat sore. Haih.. I dont know why. Astaghfiruallah... Maybe because past few days I ate pizza. Haha, my dad brought two boxes of pizza from office. Seem like I have gained weigh. :/ But that is a second problem. Now a big problem is my throat. I hate it. Cause it hurts and effect me when Im talking. My nose annoys me cause I cant focus 100% on something but keep busy finding tissue to wipe. Ergh.. Okay tell me who else in the world like having flue? The sideeffect is you will having fever and headache and feel like scolding people around you. Haha again because of the mucous in your nose. #Fact-I-recovered

That guy is so like me. Tonight I just finish a  roll of tissue

So that is the bad of eating fast food. XD Muahaha. I usually cook pizza on my own. I use recipe from yeast mauripan. When you buy, there is a piece of paper in the box. There are also raisins bun recipe and errr okay I forgot what else. Haaa, donut!! Tonight, I am not sleepy. I just did revise on physics, add math and history. *with my flue* but I still feel that is not enough. Plus with a suck feeling that I feel cause my mind just pop out about Mr. Waffle. Well, I tweet with him about few minutes. Sometimes, I weird about his best friend. Of course his best friend is a guy. My point is, they seem like couple. *not gay* Cause I think me not acting like that with Mr. Waffle. As my sis said, "best friend status is higher than girlfriend/boyfriend" So, maybe that is the reason. When I think back... yeah, me and my best friend also acting like that. 

I am no mood in tweetering. I give space for them to chat. Maybe I am the resist in their friendship. Well, I am not jealous. But just afraid if I will cause they break. I know Mr. Waffle loves his friend so much. That is the conclusion. FULL STOP. So a friend is really important meehh?? Yeah.. They made who you are. Who your friends also describe you. So behave yourself when making friends. In friendship, there will never a resist to friend with a good or bad person. But its up to you. YOU.  Better close with friends like this; A FRIEND IN NEED IS A FRIEND INDEED. Me love my friends.. <3333

I really have no idea how I gonna cope at school if all my close friends go to boarding school. Oh #lostworld

Tonight today this hour and moment I feel like wanna babling and continue babling. *even I know my eng essays are not done yet.* -.-  Can I be best friend with Mr Waffle? I afraid of this relationship with him. I cant expect until when it last long. And at that moment,, what will I do and how the hell I gonna face it. Enough for once I faced when I am in form two. How torture it is only Allah knows. ._. Every nights I wasting up pages of my diary, singing the damn songs. And I afraid, how if that thing turns around again? Like a wheel which goes round and round. NEVER STOP. 

So this topic end here. Good night peeps. Sleep tight. Dont forget to read ayat Qursi. :)

-xoxo, Miss Cupcake.