My Dal Po.

Konnichiwa.

I got only 2 days left for PLKN. *sigh* Well actually I aint sighing about PLKN. But I am a bit touched with my Dal Po. Hmmm I missed him like hell and he isnt even... Ok. I do agree, he a bit busy and he must have his own plan and life. But... STILL.. 

Am i too ego? HAHA. I dont think so. I dont want him to see me that I am so desperate. Yes, I am totally desperate to talk to him. But I try to make something else to forget the damn feeling but nah its only works for a while until then I remember it again. Huaaaa... T_T

This is why I hate premenstrual cycle signs. I hate it so much, My focus is disrupted. I miss him a lot. And a lot. And the worst is I know maybe we cant even text for 2 months can you imagine that? I try hard to calm myself down that everything gonna be okay I know we have even pass through this kinda long-term-relationship when he away at SABDA. But, still.. :(

I think this is my punishment of last year. Hmm.. I love Dal Po. Dont ever leave me. Take care for two months there. Remember we have a-long-plan-outing after PLKN. Again, I hate premenstrual cycle signs!!

Hmm bad Dal Po!! :"(

Ohlala Couple~

Konnichiwa!!

Sooo exam about three dyas left. THREE DAYS. and then it will be a great yay for me. HOliday two weeks and ahemm ahemm.. okay forget about that cough part. Now Im watching Ohlala Couple. The last Korean Drama I watched after PMR. Pfftt what a long time.. Now Im watch back to end up the episodes.

OST cover

Let me introduce the CASTS:

Kim Jung Eun as Na Yeo Ok (heroin)

Shin Hyun Joon as Ko Soo Nam (hero)

Han Jae Seuk as Jang Hyun Woo (second guy)

Han Chae ah as Victoria Kim (second lady)

Byun Hee Bong as Wol Ha (long white beard old man)

Narsha as female Shaman

Jeong Jae Sun as Park Bong Suk (Soo Nam's mom)

Juni as Ko Ill Ran (Soo Nam's sis)

Um Do Hyun as Go Ki Chan (Yeo ok and Soo Nam son)

Kim Myeong Kuk as Han Man Soo (chef)

Song Yong Kyu as kang Jin Goo (Manager Kang)

Choi Sung Guk as Lee Baek Ho

Ryu Si heon as Nae Ae Sook

H Ill as John

Actually I watched this drama at my Granma's house. yeah, MY GRANDMA. She GOT ASTRO. Me not.

So I already watched first episode, why not just continue and finish it. Then I watch online. Youtube. The story is about a marry life of Na Yeok and Soo Nam. They were husband and wife. The divorce happened because of affair Soo Nam made with Victoris. Then they had changing soul after an accident. This occur because Soo Nam has to pay back in this life and his past life. In past life, Soo Nam also betrayed Yeo Ok's love.  In the changing soul period, Yeo Ok pregnant but her soul is in Soo Nam's body. So i can say that the husband is pregnant. But then things gone wrong when Soo Nam again does affair with Victoria. he still worry, care and talk to her even Yeo Ok is actually need him by her side in being General Manager. Okay, the rest, watch it by yourself. Muahaha. XD Thats all I can tell.

Okay, have a good tea!! 

drink while yr tea hot is soo refreshing! ;)

A F-R-I-E-N-D

Konbanwa!!

Hello dear readers!! So tonight my nose is stuck and my throat sore. Haih.. I dont know why. Astaghfiruallah... Maybe because past few days I ate pizza. Haha, my dad brought two boxes of pizza from office. Seem like I have gained weigh. :/ But that is a second problem. Now a big problem is my throat. I hate it. Cause it hurts and effect me when Im talking. My nose annoys me cause I cant focus 100% on something but keep busy finding tissue to wipe. Ergh.. Okay tell me who else in the world like having flue? The sideeffect is you will having fever and headache and feel like scolding people around you. Haha again because of the mucous in your nose. #Fact-I-recovered

That guy is so like me. Tonight I just finish a  roll of tissue

So that is the bad of eating fast food. XD Muahaha. I usually cook pizza on my own. I use recipe from yeast mauripan. When you buy, there is a piece of paper in the box. There are also raisins bun recipe and errr okay I forgot what else. Haaa, donut!! Tonight, I am not sleepy. I just did revise on physics, add math and history. *with my flue* but I still feel that is not enough. Plus with a suck feeling that I feel cause my mind just pop out about Mr. Waffle. Well, I tweet with him about few minutes. Sometimes, I weird about his best friend. Of course his best friend is a guy. My point is, they seem like couple. *not gay* Cause I think me not acting like that with Mr. Waffle. As my sis said, "best friend status is higher than girlfriend/boyfriend" So, maybe that is the reason. When I think back... yeah, me and my best friend also acting like that. 

I am no mood in tweetering. I give space for them to chat. Maybe I am the resist in their friendship. Well, I am not jealous. But just afraid if I will cause they break. I know Mr. Waffle loves his friend so much. That is the conclusion. FULL STOP. So a friend is really important meehh?? Yeah.. They made who you are. Who your friends also describe you. So behave yourself when making friends. In friendship, there will never a resist to friend with a good or bad person. But its up to you. YOU.  Better close with friends like this; A FRIEND IN NEED IS A FRIEND INDEED. Me love my friends.. <3333

I really have no idea how I gonna cope at school if all my close friends go to boarding school. Oh #lostworld

Tonight today this hour and moment I feel like wanna babling and continue babling. *even I know my eng essays are not done yet.* -.-  Can I be best friend with Mr Waffle? I afraid of this relationship with him. I cant expect until when it last long. And at that moment,, what will I do and how the hell I gonna face it. Enough for once I faced when I am in form two. How torture it is only Allah knows. ._. Every nights I wasting up pages of my diary, singing the damn songs. And I afraid, how if that thing turns around again? Like a wheel which goes round and round. NEVER STOP. 

So this topic end here. Good night peeps. Sleep tight. Dont forget to read ayat Qursi. :)

-xoxo, Miss Cupcake.

Gomen ne -_-

Konbanwa.

Tonight I really feel something has hitted me. I dont know what have I done. Ya Allah, help me. It is not a big problem but its screw me up. I felt guilty. Maybe he really means that person mentioned is me. After came back from Johor, I suddenly feel like dont want to talk to him. A feeling like I wanna be alone for a while...

I feel like there is something that block me to talk with him. Maybe because of due to PMR result. I wanna focus on it. Btw, I am back from mosque so I think that is not nice to talk with him because of missing him. I learnt something about Prophet of Muhammad. The sunnah, things that He practiced along his life. Like how he comb his hair and stuff. He got many miracles that Allah gave to deliver Islam. He was a tough guy and patient faced throughout the challenges. I hope I can start to love Prophet if Muhammad as He love us. I feel a bit ashame cause feel nothing for Him, but do more sins. Btw, I am a human. Everyone does wrong.

Dear Mr. Waffle: I am sorry. I do not talk to you, but doesn't mean I do not miss you. I just stop myself for be tooo eagerly to talk with you. Don't know where its come, suddenly feel a bit shy to start our conversation. -.-

*This video is just for fun. ^_^ Enjoy!

Ola Johor~

Konbanwa!!

I just back home from Johor. It was very unexpected journey. Haha, actually, my dad missed morning flight so we went there together by my dad's car. It took 4 hrs to reach there. So, it was not too tired since my hometown's journey is much longer. First place we dropped is Johor Premium Outlet. At fist we were super amaze with its beautiful bulding and the things sold. But you will feel like wanna barf when stay there half a day doing nothing. My dad has to go meeting so we spent hrs walked and explored everything.

Wohhooo~ Everything are branded. So, you can imagine how much price each! -..- I just bought few clothes. Most of them are not my taste. I like Japanese and Korean styles. Besides, most of the food are non-halal. Okay, this is just my opinion. Because my mom said if the workers are non-muslim, we can't eat neither they cooking clear nor the food edible. Even muslim who doesn't pray, we still can't eat their cooking. *Advise: Dear muslims, shalat before people shalat for you. Anyway, shalat is included in Rukun Islam.

Me and my bro.
We were damn bored waiting for my dad done meeting.

We just stayed a night at my dad's house. Otw to go home, we bought many kerepeks. My aunty ordered 10 packets of banana kerepek. This morning I woke up with sore throat. Ate too many kerepeks. =.="

MEE BANDUNG!!
nyumm2~

*My lunch yesterday. Its a big regret for not eat mee bandung when reach Johor.

Result

Konbanwa!

Hmm,, don't realized it is December now. Time flies so fast. Yes, I always keep repeat that quote. But, it really is. So, about two weeks left... When I look at calendar, the only thing that pop out is PMR! Allahuakbar... -.-

I have tried my best, I studied and went class night at school. Yeah, I don't take class tuition outside. I like study at home more. :3 I put my mind and pour all the knowledge on to the exam papers. HAHAHA! I hope the answers I did were right. Who knows, anything can happen. And in the anything, I only hope the good thing happens.

Talking of PMR is really freaking me out even I always make a steady face when my friends ask. What should I do? Scream? Nah,,, The best thing to do now is pray to Allah. 

Vampire

Konnichiwa!

Have you ever dream to be a V-A-M-P-I-R-E? The brat monster who sucks human blood to survive in other to change human into a same world like them. We never want to be, but things are unexpected. Thomas Fuller said, "some have been thought brave because they were afraid to run away"...

But, there is also human who was born as vampire. It is a fate on them. The Pureblood is the lord of the vampires. They are respected by others vampires because the precious blood flowed in their body. It has the superb power. Vampire who sucks Pureblood has great strong. The amazing fact is they can marry among siblings to protect their descent. But, thing went wrong on Yuki Cross's life when she has turned from vampire into human to protect herself. It was a definite decision. It was because of threat from her uncle, Rido Kuran to take her from her family. Kaname, her brother has a big responsible to protect her. And so, he erased all the memories of Yuki until she was six. The only thing she remembered was one snowy night, she was attacked by a vampire and Kaname san saved her.

Since that, Yuki san adored Kaname san and started to crush him. Yuki lived with Kaien Cross san, the great Vampire Hunter, who is also the headmaster of Cross Academy. Then, Zero was adopted by Kaien after his family was killed by vampire. Zero is from vampire hunter family. 10 years later, they all study in a same school, Cross Academy, which separated two form, Day class and Night class. Yuki and Zero is selected as guardian of the vampire race. Things get complicated, the love triangle between Yuki, Kaname and Zero. And the main thing is to protect Pureblood Princess, Yuki from all the dangerous and her own evil uncle.

     

I will also show you a sweet dream

                                            next night........